the beginning and the end

woke up and went to the gym.  I felt productive.

got home and I started the laundry and did some cleaning. pretty productive.

then I proceeded to watch some more of the office. somewhat productive.

got on my computer and did God knows what. for way too long. not productive.

it took everything in me to even just get in the shower. It was my day off AND I didn't have Stella.  I didn't know what to do with myself.  I finally put some make up on and this is how I felt

luckily towards the end of the evening started picking up again. I went to Calvary Redlands with Carynn and Tyler De and it was SO SO good.  The worship and the message was incredible.  I think that I will return. After church Carynn and I ordered pizza and watched Dexter...at least I did.  Carynn was talking about and she was so so pumped but she passed out.  I watched the whole thing and am COMPLETELY addicted.  I need to catch up the seasons before this so I know exactly whats going on. Thank you Carynn for getting me hooked to another show :)

Ryan sent me a really awesome email cause we werent able to talk very much the last day or so heres one of my favorite lines, "you understand me more then any person has. I want to be with you more then anything imaginable."

could I even ask for a sweeter boyfriend? Being liked is incredible.